I am a piece of Crap

And the worst part of it is, I make other people feel like that. Honestly, the best thing that could happen to me would be not waking up tomorrow. And if anyone here (re:nobody) can help me with that, please do.

The title of this blog has almost never been more appropriate.





I am so, so sorry. And the worst part is, you blame yourself.

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT

It's just me. I'm really, really good at hurting people. You just happened to be my next victim.

I didn't mean to.....so what? I still did,

I feel bad about it.....how very convenient of me. Meanwhile your feeling like you did something wrong.

You didn't.

I just want you to be happy.

All I did was the opposite.

Two Moral issues I have with the Torah

There are two "commandments" (statements?) in the Torah that I have issues accepting as given by a kind and loving God.

Saying things you never meant to say, at times you never meant to say them.

So, I managed to accidentally do something incredibly stupid last night.

I have a friend, we'll call her Red, who over the past seven months or so has become my best friend (although I am not hers). Then, about two weeks ago, I came to the realization that I might be in love with her.